Victory Fund Development Manager Stephanie Lurz recently traveled to New Hampshire to support Sen. Hillary Clinton in her primary election. In this essay, she reflects on her experience campaigning for Clinton and her hope for a female president.
“What did you do in New Hampshire?”
It was the question I was waiting for—this time not from an adult, clearly wondering why I would deliberately spend my vacation working on a campaign—but instead from my five-year-old niece, Hannah. I explained it as simply as possible (with a very much prepared answer) and I don’t think she really understood. But that didn’t matter. For the first time ever, she heard the words president, election, and the name of one woman—Sen. Hillary Clinton.
Looking back on it, I was probably an ideal person to be going door to door in New Hampshire, talking to undecided voters. I chose Senator Clinton as my candidate a year ago for the very reasons she puts forth in her own message to voters—she is the most experienced candidate. You don’t choose a less qualified job applicant unless you have a very good reason, and I don’t feel that I have a good reason not to vote for her. But I was nervous about going up there. In recent months, I had become more and more invested in her candidacy for reasons I didn’t feel I could share.
It had been a long time since I campaigned in New Hampshire—I went up for Gore for a month in 2000. Now, eight year later, I returned to Laconia, in Belknap County–only this time, all my old friends weren’t going to be on the same team.
It wasn’t the only thing that would be different. I arrived to an office already filled with staff and interns. There would be no opportunity to build friendships this time around. With only five days left until the primary, I was immediately sent on a canvassing mission after a brief stint holding up signs on the same corner where I had stood for Gore in 2000. I spent the next four days going door to door for ten hours each day.
It sounds exhausting and it is, but something was driving me—deep down, I feared we were going to lose. Everyone thought we were going to lose. Everyone said we would lose and this campaign would be over. But I was walking around with a picture of Hannah in my back pocket and I did not want to lose.
Over time, I have become attached to the idea of a woman president. I admit it. The campaigns talk about race and gender like they don’t and shouldn’t matter but they do matter when you are a part of the group that has been disenfranchised. This was history we were making in New Hampshire. You could feel it everywhere you went.
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